Scholarly Chutzpah
Personal views only
Tuesday, 14 April 2026
Rationality on ransom and morality for sale
Thursday, 2 April 2026
On APC (अहं प्रभु छविः)
As an independent computational biologist, I generally do not bother the administrators for funds every other morning. Consequently, I cherish the privilege of escaping fakery of smile, flattery of complements and flaunting of fleeting loyalty. Nevertheless, they always succeed to find one occasion when they feel that I am on their mercy. On the great occasion of arranging Article Processing Charges, popularly known as APC. It is an "अहं प्रभु छविः" (I am God's reflection) moment for the administrators. Most of the extra-mural funding agencies do not have a clear provision of accommodating APC. This grey area serve as administrative tool to harass the ones they don't like. They sit on the papers to make sure the invoice expires a couple of times. The same administrators promptly process twice costlier APCs of their own or dear ones' articles. Ironically, they go after the PIs to finish the leftover funds towards the end of the financial year. A serious case of intentional amnesia !
Some of my colleagues suggested that I do not sufficiently visit the administrators to earn their goodwill. They label it as ego. It took me sometime to realize that by 'ego' they referred 'me'. Chutzpah ! I thought they implied satisfying the egos of administrators who expect me to flatter them. Why do I roam around in the offices, which are no less than maze puzzles? What explains those unanswered emails for appointments then? A relatable question I asked in the midsem exam of a statistics course:
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Wednesday, 1 May 2024
Biblically inappropriate
Philosophy is meaningful if purposed to achieve something. No philosophies should be needed for idles. Rules, on the contrary, are the tools to limit or forbid. While rules have their own significance in keeping law and order in place, a powerful individual practicing rules more often than rationality is likely to be negator than facilitator. How can rules supplement a desperate call for help, resolve an unforeseen situation, allow the whistleblowing, encourage the progressive moves etc? Covid19 pandemic served an excellent example when countries had to withhold their rules in mass and made decisions driven by rationality, science, and ethics instead.
Thursday, 9 July 2020
Theoretician by curse

Those were the charming days, as we often view our past and curse the present. I was working in a biochemistry lab performing enzyme assays tirelessly. I often had to get up in mid night or early morning hours and run to the lab to pursue the time-course enzyme assays. During the breaks (incubation/treatment of samples), I used to follow a senior colleague of mine to learn RT-PCR, gel runs and my favorite part the 'primer designing'. Primer designing led me to further explore the area of sequence analysis and bioinformatics in general. I took a short online tutorial offered by Manchester university. I find it appealing, but my fear was 'coding', so I never viewed myself pursuing bioinformatics as career option. It was a mere coincidence of an honest advice and a sudden movement of my then PI to another city, which allowed me to re-set my career trajectory. The advice was straight forward. "many are doing RT-PCRs and enzyme assays, how many biologists are coding? The ones with knowledge of biology as well as coding can do something that none of others will be able to do. If you like bioinformatics, go ahead and learn programming. You will have the greater market value". I took this advice seriously, followed my interest in bioinformatics, and worked day and night to learn coding. Eventually, I became a bioinformatician, however with a cost attached. The cost was the label of "theoretician".
Once you know the coding, people will grab your neck to solve their problems and twist your arms to teach them what you know. Asking them to teach you what they know is a criminal offence because: i) They knew that their skills were pervasive and yours was unique and little scarce, ii) they consider you a programmer, not really a scientist leading the projects, and they like this arrangement. iii) They presume that being a computer nerd you will not be able to hold eppendorfs and pipettes, and it is going to be time -massacre for them to teach you. iv) They will be jealous of you sipping coffee at your computer desk.
In fact, it shocked me every time I heard from my seniors that the computational biology is not science, but merely a tool to assist, throughout my career. Some says that it is fantasy emerging from some data gimmicks, while others say it is computer/tool which is doing the analysis and not me as if pressing different keys on my keyboard throws various publication-ready results, just like a coffee vending machine. For a bioinformatics student, it will be very common that PIs from other labs will send their students to you to get their analysis done informally without giving you the due credit, merely because they think you did not put up significant effort. They forget that most bioinformaticians are biologists with no formal background of computer science. They had put up significant hard work to learn computer programming while managing their biology majors (wonder what were others upto, chanting the text from Lewin's 'Genes'?). Now since they equipped themselves with an armor of significant value, it is taken as granted by others. A strange argument was thrown at me once when another student got the things done from me and when asked whether it will be part of some manuscript, the student shouted ''it is my data, I did the hard to work to generate it, you better dont bother about its fate". This was like you donate sperm and the oocyte for IVF and then deny the hospital bill saying that it was my (well.. 'our' being heterogamous..) sperm and egg, you just fertilized it!
I even heard some reviewers accusing us for cherry-picking. Chutzpah! The cherry picking is more invasive to experimental science than to data science. The reason should be obvious. A bioinformatician/data-scientist is looking at data as a whole and supporting the hypothesis through multiple datasets and analyses, unlike an experimentalist picking a popular (to be safer) pathway or associated gene and establishing its relevance in their system through mutations/knock-downs. Interestingly, the recent trend is to look into the publicly available transcriptome or protein-protein-interaction data and pick some candidates which are likely to satisfy their hypothesis. What is it if not cherry-picking? The public availability of data and codes used/generated by bioinformaticians further endows reliability to their studies, the parallel in experimental biology is their lab notebooks, their own potty bags (for the sake of a word), with no easy way to be assessed for authenticity. It is not that I denounce the lab notebook culture completely, but rather highlight the + point of computational data centered biology.
I recalled how one PI discouraged me to work in the lab when I failed in my very first experiment. Another PI asked me what experiments I am planning and then got it done through other students. I was always asked to better focus on computation. This systematic discouragement throughout my student life left me with rather limited experimental techniques with hands on experience, despite having a craving to learn more. When I became PI, all my proposals, where I proposed experiments, were rejected citing that I have no experimental expertise. Recently, my present institution came up with an official classification of scientist as 'experimentalist' or 'theorist', leaving no room for the ones intersecting both. In fact, there is a continuous grade of scientists between experimentalist and theorist, and it is indeed a bad idea to attempt to classify people just because it comforts the policy makers. The consequences of this classification are many. They may call a meeting of all experimentalists and take a decision which will impact you if you, being theorist, pursue your interest in wet-lab through collaborations or other arrangements. They may decide upon consumable money for themselves, leaving you out. They may allot you smaller space for your students. You will be under greater academic scrutiny because you can't get the kind of excuses experimentalists cite. They may not understand the genuine problems of your end. PhD intake policies may also go against you. Being in minority, you will have the least say in the meetings, which are generally overwhelmed by the issues faced by experimentalists. The last and the most important downside is the systematic discouragement of interdisciplinary science.
Sometimes, I think that I could have pretended as an experimentalist before embarking onto my academic career and kept my computational skills as a secret armor. I also wish if my colleagues could pretend as 'scientists' more often than the elite 'expermentalists'.
Image courtesy: Hodgson, "A Certain Lack of Coordination."
Friday, 6 March 2020
The firing line of freedom of expression
The ‘freedom of expression (FOE)’ is perhaps the most over-used phrase globally in the last couple of decades. It empowers people to question or protest the ones in power, balances the world of views through counter-views, and full-fill the citizens’ sense of self-rule . A lot of hate content is increasingly being expressed in the public domain and most escape any legal suit and prosecution. Is it because the constitutions across democratic nations allow this abuse under FOE?
The article 19(2) of Indian constitution does not identify freedom of expression as an absolute right. In fact this is true across democratic globe. Most constitutions empower the states to restrict the freedom of expression in cases like extreme obscenity and racial/religious/ethnic discrimination of individuals (and other scenarios like national security and contempt of court, irrelevant to the present blog). Showing criminal acts or pornography to a juvenile can clearly be marked as obscene and indeed it is illegal in most countries. Hate/discriminatory speeches against a particular religion/community/ethnicity/race/caste are also prohibited under Indian panel codes like 153 (A) and 295 (A). Why do we then see so much of absurdness in the name of freedom of expression? One reason can be the ambiguity arising due to combination of words, and anonymity of ownership. Most, if not all, hate speeches that I have heard, are cleverly pre-planned so that the literal statement itself does not stand in the court of law. Some people cite analogy of cartoons of religious entities, which are offensive to a large number of individuals ad are yet protected under FOE. To many, examples like this give an impression as if FOE trespasses all kind of offence, including hate expression. This outlook of FOE emboldens some to go haywire in their expression. They do not distinct the hate speech from other offences and genuinely miss an important point that the expression of discrimination based on religion/ethnicity/caste/sexual-orientation/gender is unlawful. The expression of disrespect of an ideology or religion is protected despite being offensive. This is to protect people's right to dissent from an ideology.
FOE, in meaningful sense, signifies “doing something through your expression”, not just literal expression ! To me, protesting within IISER campus on a national issue appears lame, though students have their right to do so. So is the ‘not protesting’ at all. The point is where does such protests lead to when you have no media presence inside, and the IISER activities, unlike those of some universities, have negligible visibility, despite photoshoots and tweets? This is relevant since they project that they care. One of the community member suspected this activity as mere adventurism, perhaps for the same reason as above. Want to really do this, take some laxative to get rid of constipation and show the world your power of expression by going full-fledged march in some popular tri-city area!
Saturday, 12 October 2019
Inadvertent errors during figure preparation and foolish we
The problem of duplicated western blots is the outcome of journals’ flawed policies that lacked the requirement of original complete blot images to be uploaded as supplementary data. Interestingly, this has been selectively asked only for genomics/high-throughput datasets because that adds to citation of the paper and boosts journal impact factor. The good news is that some journals are taking the matter seriously for the new submissions at-least. Before publishing they are now scrutinising the figures thoroughly. It would be great if they can do the same with the published articles too, leaving aside their conflict of interests and brand reputation. If not, hail Pubpeer.
Friday, 11 October 2019
Legacy of founding directors and the haphazard floating of IISERs
When several IISER/NISERs/IITs/NITs were floated way back a decade ago, various voices were heard. Some strongly supported the move, others labelled the move as experiment deemed to be doomed. Personally, the news was very refreshing to myself, particularly when I see how government realized the importance of science education and research for nation’s future after a void of almost half a century. I had been critical about many things in newly set up IISERs, though many of those problems existed in many other established institutes. A more specific criticism of IISERs came to me naturally over the time. One thing, which is deeply appreciated about IISERs, is the undergrad/postgrad education tied with the research. A simple re-look at this statement would remind you atypical ‘university’ job, which is now rebranded. The obvious motivation for these new brand universities is the efforts and planning needed to correct the existing universities. Ignore the mess created, and rather create the fresh ones, only to be messed systematically again. In my view, the founding directors of IISERs/NISERs/IITs/NITs were rather uninspiring individuals. I am not questioning their scientific credentials when I do not have any knowledge and experience in the areas these professors worked upon and were awarded the Bhatnagar awards, madly celebrated as Indian Nobel prize. My view is solely based on a key leadership quality: the ability to inspire others. One reason of not having inspiring leaders placed in these institutions could be the haphazard set up of >20 such institutes in a rather short time. Several top appointments made in haste opens up a window for genuine errors as well as for nepotism. In contrast, a single such setup attracts many eyes to ensure the quality of top positions, the scientists, the students and the fundamental infrastructure. I am not predicting that IISER model has failed or will fail, but it is clear that a few of them will do well while most will remain mediocre, and perhaps, none of them will match IISc. Perhaps a better approach could have been a sequential time bound plan of setting up these institutes with utter care and focus.
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